This is the last day of 2003. Every year this time i will think back what i had done in the past year that i am proud of.  I remember the first year i start doing this reflective think back is when i've got bitten up at work and promise no matter what i will never fall again, I will pull myself up and be the best at whatever i do.  I got to be no 1.  Since then every year i either gain scholarships and/or be a very popular sports man and /or did sth that everyone "brighten up their eyes".  This year I think for so long ... what i had done that i am proud of.  I can think of none except I had decide to teach all i have learn about Hockey goalie to now a very best friend of mine.  I still remember the cham. fight, although we ha lost but i am very proud of what she did and i still remember when i took a minibus down to the pitch, someone said i come down and watch becasue i heard that LHT goalie are so good.  I smile from the bottom of my heart when i hear it.  Although in this year i did not really gain much but i am sure this year i will do a lot better! Strive for it K.

Happy new year everyone! 

Words to Live By:

Whatever you can do, or dream you can, begin it.  Boldness has genius, power and magic in it.  (Goethe)

Before trying to become a Buddha, first be kind to other men.  (Gems of Millennium)

At 7:00 I am planning to eat dinner then go and do  my homework again.  By chance i meet a a classmate of mine in the canteen,  we don't know each other well cos we meet each other only when we have CE lesson, in fact i never talk to him before, cos he seems to be very serious at all time.  He is 40 sth of age already.  We sit down we start talking about our prep at first, how difficult it is and how impossible that we can do a good prep with this setting.  After a while we then start talking about how to run a business, the dreams of career that i always want.  I told him that i love to run my own business because i love that kind of feeling, feeling to complete, feeling of challenge.  I ask him why he suddenly change his idea to want to be a teacher again and gave up his business.  He said to me that becasue he just cannot change himself becasue of business.  in fact what he said to me, one of my uncle who is a business man alwasy said to me before.  He then related that change himself may related to change of his family.  I just wonder if i am in this situation will i do the same because i just don't won't to betray my partners.  Am i really suitable in the business world.  i know what he said is true and it would really happened.  My brian start to flow up so many questions like why at first i want to run business, apart from the feeling of competing and challenging, the second reason is I want my short term goal.  i just want my partner to have a comfortable life. Am i being silly now, if my goal may never exits.  Am i being silly now if what i do how to change myself to think that is value to change myself, need to change again if i run a business.  Some many questions.... I just wonder is it true of what the man said  "Sometimes simple may be is the best!"

Today i am so happy, cos finally everyone is happy! Every relationship is clear, no one is upsad anymore and for me, I felt guilt no more!

Must work extra hard from now on!

Love is like a train

I close my eyes can think of who

I want a star can ask who

Love is like a train never know who step in and out

Love is like a rollercoaster going up and down

If baby angle appear

One step in and two comes out as sweet as chocolate

If not ....